Pearls Journey

  The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. Rocky Balboa We can't help someone if that person has the intention to heal themselves. No matter how hard we encourage them, but they don't want to, it's useless. No matter how sincere our intentions are to help them but they themselves don't want to try for themselves then it will be useless. Some time ago I met someone. At that time I asked him why he wanted to know me. Lonely. Whenever someone says that to me, somehow my intuition tells me that there is something deeper than that. There must be something wrong which will eventually emerge over time. When I first met him, he told me that he did all these things just b...

  There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. – Laurell K. Hamilton Knowing when everyone is rejecting you, belittling you, and doubting you is definitely stressful. Knowing that everything you do always seems to never be enough for them is quite frustrating. That's something I often experience. Everything I do seems never enough and always ends in mistake. To always stand back and try to prove that we are not someone like that is also not an easy thing. This is an experience I had recently. To this person, I was always the one who never did anything right, I always made mistakes and I always did all kinds of stupid things. I never knew what sin I had committed until s he could judge and make such assumptions about me. I only regret one thing . I didn't expect that s he should have been the first person to support me, cheer me up when I was down but turned out she was the one who brought me down the most. ...

      “Healing doesn’t mean the pain never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our lives” This morning was enough to freak me out for the second time. When I open my twitter account, suddenly I can't log in. At first I just thought this was normal. They asked me to verify my phone number but when I did the verification code didn't appear in my message. I tried several times but it still didn't work. I even uninstalled twitter on my phone and reinstalled it again but it still doesn't work. Because this morning was quite hectic with my daily tasks, I had to skip my twitter issue for a while. When I had some free time, I thought back to that issue. I was curious and tried to send an email asking why I couldn't access my account. Why do I sound exaggerating? I've had an account on twitter since 2009 so it would be a shock to me if suddenly today I can't access my account. I don't want to lose this account. It would be a lie if this incident...