Pearls Journey

  I finally finished my second book. I never thought I would make this because at that time my goal was to complete another project. But suddenly at that time I changed my mind and worked on this project. It all started with this blog. At first I just made this blog for fun, sharing my writings and then I just thought, why I don’t make this a book, a collection of short stories. At first I was anxious and overthinking as usual. But then I get rid it all away and, why not? Just make it a book. Every time I do my other stupidity lying if my anxiety doesn't increase especially while I'm writing this book, many issues suddenly pop up, affect my emotions and mess everything up. This book means a lot to me. When I wrote my first book, I was completely alone. I do everything without anyone's help. But in this second book, I get a lot of help from people who care about me. The funniest thing is that of all those people, all of them I know in cyberspace. They are not peopl...

  I won’t say that your lessons were very easy to learn – but I will say that all of your lessons came at a time when I needed them the most Everyone has their own perspective and whatever it is I always learn to appreciate and respect their perspective. Even though sometimes their perspectives are different from mine, but I have learned to accept, respect and understand them . I often have the experience of having different opinions with other people but I don't always stand up for mine. If their opinion is right and I am wrong, then I don't hesitate to admit that their opinion is right. There are some people who have asked me, Am I never angry? Why can I be this patient? How can I have a mindset like this? How can I always understand someone? How can I understand their feelings? I think it started because I have a lot of siblings and also an elder. In my family, they demand me to be the perfect elder. They never said it openly, but indirectly they demanded that I ne...

  Become a volunteer? It honestly never crossed my mind that one day I would be able to have this kind of experience. Since childhood, in my country I enjoy participating in various kinds of activities. Let's say starting from scouts, Red Cross, or maybe nature lovers. But I never took it all seriously. Just because I feel I enjoy doing it causes me to do it. Maybe because my nature that likes to help others makes me feel happy to be able to see other people happy. At first I joined a mental health application. Honestly I was there because I had personal issues and just wanted to vent about my own problems since I know I'm not someone who easily shares problems with others. I repeatedly come and go there whenever I have a problem. I just make a post and then ignore other comments or anything else. I did that for about half a year until one day the admin made a post offering everyone there an opportunity to volunteer there. At that time I was interested and honestl...

  Everyone has different traits, characters and habits. Since I was a child, I used to hang out and get acquainted with many people. Maybe this is because the genes passed on by my parents because they are also the type that is easy to get along with makes me also have the same characteristics as them. Maybe also it's because since childhood I'm used to living moving from one place to another, making me have to learn quickly to get to know new places, make new friends and learn quickly to adapt myself to existing circumstances. Because all of that in the end made it easy for me to read other people's characteristics or traits. Maybe just by having a short conversation or reading their gestures, I can easily read whether they are happy, comfortable or uncomfortable talking to me or being near me. It's not an easy thing to do all that. When I first meet someone, I usually pay attention to how their mood is when they talk to me. Usually from the way they talk to me it ...