Pearls Journey

  I won’t say that your lessons were very easy to learn – but I will say that all of your lessons came at a time when I needed them the most Everyone has their own perspective and whatever it is I always learn to appreciate and respect their perspective. Even though sometimes their perspectives are different from mine, but I have learned to accept, respect and understand them . I often have the experience of having different opinions with other people but I don't always stand up for mine. If their opinion is right and I am wrong, then I don't hesitate to admit that their opinion is right. There are some people who have asked me, Am I never angry? Why can I be this patient? How can I have a mindset like this? How can I always understand someone? How can I understand their feelings? I think it started because I have a lot of siblings and also an elder. In my family, they demand me to be the perfect elder. They never said it openly, but indirectly they demanded that I ne...

  “Some people with autism may not be able to speak or answer to their name, but they can still hear your words and feel your kindness.” Having a special child is not easy. My son was diagnosed with passive autism when he was in kindergarten. At that time the results of the report given stated that my son suffered from passive autism. When he was still in my tummy, I almost lost him when I carried him in my fourth month of pregnancy. That period really drained my emotions, thoughts, soul and energy so when he was born , when the first time I carried him, I know he will be my everything, he will always be my world Everything was perfect at first. Just like other babies, he looks handsome and very adorable. Since he was a baby, he never gave me any trouble. He's an easy baby for me to take care of and I'm determined to take care of him by myself because I really like babies and kids . Another reason is my pregnancy experience made me not want to lose all the moments with...

  Pregnancy is something that is often awaited by married couples. So am I. Having children is an infinite gift given from God to us. I really like taking care of babies. Maybe it's because since childhood I always take care of my siblings, making me like babies and kids. Surprisingly they were easy to get close to me. Even though they're not my children and it might be our first meeting, but somehow it's always easy for me to get close to them. So when I got married, my partner and I did not delay the time to have children. At that time I was still working and I was very young. I’ m still immature and I'm still very inexperienced. My mindset was too simple, I like babies and kids so I wanted to experience pregnancy and have my own child. My pregnancy was not something easy for me to experience at that time. Not because of nausea in the morning or because my body is weak. The worst thing was that my emotions were suddenly much more unstable. I can barely con...