Pearls Journey

  I finally finished my second book. I never thought I would make this because at that time my goal was to complete another project. But suddenly at that time I changed my mind and worked on this project. It all started with this blog. At first I just made this blog for fun, sharing my writings and then I just thought, why I don’t make this a book, a collection of short stories. At first I was anxious and overthinking as usual. But then I get rid it all away and, why not? Just make it a book. Every time I do my other stupidity lying if my anxiety doesn't increase especially while I'm writing this book, many issues suddenly pop up, affect my emotions and mess everything up. This book means a lot to me. When I wrote my first book, I was completely alone. I do everything without anyone's help. But in this second book, I get a lot of help from people who care about me. The funniest thing is that of all those people, all of them I know in cyberspace. They are not peopl...

           A father holds his daughter’s hand for a short while, but he holds her heart forever. Having someone who supports and encourages you is something that is very valuable. You never know how long they will be by your side. People can come and go as they please and that is life. It is also called destiny because we will never know in our story, with whom we will cross paths.   Today I want to reminisce someone who is very precious in my life. He always cheers me up, supports me, and loves me in his own way. He taught me the meaning of life even though at the end of the day it took me a while to understand the meaning of what he was trying to explain to me. I have to admit the way he showed me was not a common way but over time I finally figured that he was the one who gave me a lot of influence for being open-minded and didn't make assumptions or judgments about things just because it was the first ...

  There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. – Laurell K. Hamilton Knowing when everyone is rejecting you, belittling you, and doubting you is definitely stressful. Knowing that everything you do always seems to never be enough for them is quite frustrating. That's something I often experience. Everything I do seems never enough and always ends in mistake. To always stand back and try to prove that we are not someone like that is also not an easy thing. This is an experience I had recently. To this person, I was always the one who never did anything right, I always made mistakes and I always did all kinds of stupid things. I never knew what sin I had committed until s he could judge and make such assumptions about me. I only regret one thing . I didn't expect that s he should have been the first person to support me, cheer me up when I was down but turned out she was the one who brought me down the most. ...

  We don’t meet people by accident. They are meant to cross our path for a reason. Never judge someone by their physical beauty. I often hear this from several people who at first they were strangers and then turned into my best friends. During my time as a volunteer, I got to know a lot of people. I got a lot of experience. Like this story, at that time I knew him because he sent me a DM. I asked him what brought him there. He was engaged and his parents did the arranged marriage for him. He said that in a few months he would be getting married. I asked him, if he was engaged, then why he felt lonely. Doesn't he now have a fiancé that they should both learn to know each other before their wedding? He told me actually he wasn't comfortable with any of that. He also felt that he did not like the girl his parents chose. It's just that because his parents were forcing him and he didn't want to hurt his parents, he was forced to do the arranged marriage. We talked...